Still In Control?

The days are starting to get a bit long. The job search has been going on for about 2 months now, in earnest. I’ve expanded my search to organizations I initially wasn’t considering. And in the end these have resulted in not much of anything. Which I think could be God’s way of saying “Chill out, it’s still in My control.” It’s easy to lose sight of God’s guidance, particularly when you start to feel the earthly pressures – finance, living situation, boredom. And it’s my natural impulse to control things. To make things happen. This is the first time in a long while that I’ve had to really try and let go, let God work, let things move in His time. It’s not easy for me.

In the end though, I think it’s far better to have the creator of the universe control my life, rather than my weak and fallible self. What could – or should – give me greater confidence than this?


~ by Pants on 2 June, 2010.

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